WELL,IN MY LAST POST I STATED THAT OUR TIME IS COMING.IS IT HERE?
I ASK THAT ALL WHO READ THIS PLEASE PRAY FOR ALL OF US INVOLVED ALONG WITH FLORIDA WHERE I HAVE  ALOT OF FAMILY AND FOR ALL THE KATRINA VICTIMS WHO ARE NOW HERE.I KNOW THEY MUST REALLY BE DEVASTATED ABOUT NOW.PRAY,PRAY,PRAY.

IF WE HAVE TO EVACUATE WE HOPE TO GO TO NEW MEXICO.THERE ARE SOME HERE WHO ARE CONCERNED THAT THE AUTHORITIES WON'T LET US GO WEST,BUT I DON'T THINK THAT GOING NORTH ONLY WILL DO US MUCH GOOD.I'M SURE THEY WILL DIRECT US PROPERLY.

I HOPE I WILL BE POSTING AGAIN REAL SOON WITH LOTS OF "GOOD NEWS".FOR NOW,SO LONG AND GOD BLESS.

WWW.FEMA.GOV IS ONE PLACE YOU CAN GO TO GET LOTS OF INFO,ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A VICTIM OF THIS TERRIBLE DISASTER.YOU CAN REGISTER A CLAIM FOR HELP AND CHECK YOUR CLAIM HERE.THE TOLL FREE # FOR FEMA IS  1-800-FEMA(3362)  (TTY )1-800-462-7585(SPEECH&HEARING IMPAIRED)
 THE AMERICAN RED CROSS 1-800-HELP-NOW
DISASTER HELPLINE 1-866-438-4636
MISSING PERSONS:THESE AND OTHER IMPORTANT INFO ARE AT THE END OF THIS POST.

PART 1
WOW ! WHAT A HORRINDOUS EVENT!!!!
                          THIS IS THE WORST IN AMERICAN HISTORY....
I LIVE RIGHT ON THE LOUISIANNA/TEXAS LINE AND I REALLY FEEL WE WERE VERY FORTUNATE THAT KATRINA DID NOT HIT US! HOWEVER,OUR DAY IS COMING AND WE NEED TO BE PREPARED.I ONLY HOPE (FOR THE SAKE OF THE KATRINA VICTIMS) THAT WE DON'T GET HIT ANY TIME SOON,WE WOULD BE IN A TERRIBLE BIND TRYING TO EVACUATE.THIS WOULD PROBABLY CAUSE A HUGE PANNICK.THERE ARE SO MANY  EVACUEES HERE STATE WIDE AND I'M PROUD OF ALL THAT OUR STATE IS DOING TO HELP.(PROUD TO BE A TEXAN).
ON ANOTHER NOTE: I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY IT IS TAKING SO LONG FOR OUR FEDERAL GOVERNMENT TO GET TO THESE AREAS OF DISASTER! THESE PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING TREMENDOUSLY.I HAVE RECEIVED 3 EMAILS FROM A FRIEND OF MINE IN MONROE,LOUISIANNA WHO HAS BEEN THERE TO HELP AND WHAT HE IS ABLE TO DO IS LIMITED,TODAY HE  LEFT TO GO FURTHER IN TO AIDE MORE (IF HE CAN) HE IS A PASTOR SO, I KNOW THERE ARE UNLIMITED PRAYERS GOING UP,HOWEVER HIS HEART IS VERY HEAVY SEEING THE AGONY THESE POOR PEOPLE ARE IN.I PRAY FOR GOD TO HAVE MERCY ON OUR ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND THAT WE WILL REMEMBER THAT "HE"IS IN CONTROL!!!!
AND I PRAY THAT THERE HAVE BEEN "ENUFF" DEATHS! THIS IS WORSE THAN 9/11 AND IT IS "OUR TSUNAMI"..WE NEED TO STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES! WE TAKE TOO MUCH FOR GRANTED SOMETIMES(MYSELF INCLUDED)
ALSO,BEWARE WHO AND WHERE YOU GIVE DONATIONS.MAKE SURE TO CHECK OUT ALL THE FACTS ABOUT ANY WEBSITES YOU ARE CONSIDERING DONATING TO.ALL THE ONES I HAVE LISTED ARE DEPENDABLE ONES AND I WILL POST EXTRA ONES AS SOON AS I FINISH CHECKING THEM OUT WITH THE BETTER BUISINESS BUREAU.GOD BLESS ALL WHO HAVE HELPED AND ALL WHO WANT TO BUT CAN'T.I HOPE THIS POST MAKES SINCE TO ALL WHO READ IT.IT'S HARD FOR ME CAUSE MY HEART IS HEAVY ALSO AND I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL FOR THESE PEOPLE AND TO PRAY!THERE IS POWER IN PRAYER!!!!
I WILL CLOSE FOR NOW SO I CAN CHECK ON ONE OF MY JOURNAL CONTACTS FROM MISSISSIPPI,I HOPE SHE AND HER FAMILY ARE OK.

PART 2
SEPTEMBER 9,2005
HELLO AGAIN,I FINALLY LOCATED TONYA,THE ONE I MENTIONED ABOVE AND READ HER LATEST POST.THANK GOD THEY ARE OK.THEY HAD SOME DAMAGE AND LOST POWER FOR A WHILE AND ARE MAINTAINING.HER JOURNAL ADDRESS IS http://nikkinmiss.bravejournal.com/  I FEEL ALL WHO ARE INTERESTED SHOULD GO AND READ HER POST "THE BIG ONE" BECAUSE SHE HAS TOUCHED BASE ON SO MUCH THERE AND IT HELPS DEFINE WHAT I'M ABOUT TO POST HERE TODAY.
WELL SINCE 8/31/05,I HAVE BEEN MAKING AN OUTLINE FOR WHAT I WANT TO ADD.THERE ARE SO MANY EMOTIONS I HOPE YOU CAN READ BETWEEN THE LINES AND UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENT POINTS I'M TRYING TO MAKE HERE AND PLEASE SEE THE POSITIVE SIDE TO IT ALL.THANKS.......

                                        "A NEW BEGINNING"

I BELIEVE PART OF THIS IS A TEST...WHO WILL PASS IT?
JUST BELOW IS A COPY OF THE LATEST EMAIL I RECEIVED FROM MY PASTOR FRIEND IN MONROE,LOUISIANNA.I CAN SURELY UNDERSTAND WHY IT IS SO HARD TO PUT INTO WORDS WHAT HE WITNESSED BECAUSE IT IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO PUT INTO WORDS WHAT I'M FEELING FROM WHAT I'VE WITNESSED,WHICH IS NOT THE SAME.

Hello All, My name is Christopher Handy and I am the Pastor of The New Testament Bible Church here in Monroe, Louisiana. Saturday I traveled to New Orleans with a group of Ministers and Lay Persons to rescue the victims of Hurricane Katrina. I have been reluctant and unable to write since I arrived back from New Orleans. The images of devastation, death, and hopelessness which I saw and the stories from the people we rescued have been difficult to put into words. I can only say in one word what I experienced which is "Horror"... I will not at this time share with you the nightmarish images but I will say that it much worst than the news media and others have stated. As a Minister I would like to say that we need to take the time and come together and pray not only for the victims but for ourselves. That we will be able to look beyond the man made barriers and look at people. What I saw in New Orleans was not about color, political or social status but human suffering. One day we all will be judged by St. Matthew 25:42-45; For I was hungred, and you gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visted me not. Then shall they answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, In as much as ye did it not to the least of these (THE VICTIMS OF HURRICANE KATRINA), ye did it not to me. So where ever you are today please take a few moments to say a prayer for all of the victims and especially the children who are separated from their parents. Please remember the elderly who are displaced and frighten not knowing what comes next.. Oh yes in your prayer remember those who lost their life in this tragedy and that God will comfort the survivors. Please pray that I can get a peaceful good night sleep...... God Bless All.... Pastor Handy PS. The evacuees are in need of luggage of any kind most of the people came with their belongings in trash bags and pillow cases. Contact your local Red Cross or Salvation Army for more details.

"A NEW BEGINNING" (CONT'D)
THESE ARE SOME THINGS THAT ARE HEAVY ON MY HEART......
      THE BIBLE SPEAKS OF FAMINE,POVERTY,PESTOLENCE,ETC.....WHERE KATRINA HIT IS WHERE IT ALL BEGINS(,HOW WE HANDLE IT,I BELIEVE WILL DETERMINE WHAT "GOD"DECIDES TO DO NEXT.)--AND--IT IS (AND WILL)BE SPREAD UNTIL THIS HORRIBLE TIME IN PROPHECY HAS COME TO PASS.THINK ABOUT IT,EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON HAS ALREADY BEEN SPOKEN AND WRITTEN ! THERE'S A VERY STRONG URGE INSIDE OF ME TO MAKE THIS AWARE TO AS MANY AS POSSIBLE.MAKES ME WONDER HOW MANY OTHERS FEEL THIS SAME SPIRIT...
I HAVE TO FIGHT THE FEAR INSIDE TO SEE THE TRUTH IN IT ALL.THIS IS AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE AND THERE ARE MANY DIFFERENT WAYS THIS COULD ALL TURN OUT DEPENDING ON WHICH WAY "GOD" SEES FIT.ON THE POSITIVE SIDE THERE IS (LONG OVERDUE) AMAZING LOVE BEING SPREAD TO KEEP OUR EYES ON "GOD".AND ON THE NEGATIVE SIDE,IT LOOKS LIKE THE BEGINNING OF AN ALL OUT WAR.IN THE NEWS,THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE TRYING TO TURN THIS INTO A RACIAL ISSUE WHICH WILL BRING ON "RACIAL WAR" WORLDWIDE IF SOMETHING ISN'T DONE TO PREVENT ALL THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS AND IT'S UP TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF US NOT TO ENTERTAIN THESE UN-NEEDED IDEAS!!!!!
IS IT NECESSARY TO USE WORDS THAT CAUSE ILL FEELINGS?
IS IT NECESSARY TO ALWAYS LOOK FOR BLAME EVERYTIME SOMETHING HAPPENS?

THIS WAS A "NATURAL DISASTER" !!!!!........HELLO!!!!!!!!!!

YES,THERE ARE THINGS THAT SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN DONE BUT HINDSIGHT'S 20/20.
I BELIEVE EVERYONE HAS MIXED EMOTIONS FROM THE "SHOCK" OF IT ALL AND THAT'S FINE,HOWEVER WE ALL NEED TO GET A GRIP AND BE WARE NOT TO GIVE INTO THE NEGATIVE,IT SPREADS LIKE WILDFIRE!

HAVING SAID ALL THAT,I WANT TO POINT OUT THAT EVERWHERE I TURN I SEE AND  HEAR ABOUT SO MANY PEOPLE GIVING OF THEMSELVES AS WELL AS MONETARY AND NON-PERSIHABLE GOODS.
SO,FAR THIS IS MY BEST EXCEPT FOR PRAYER..THERE IS POWER IN PRAYER...
I AM IN THE PROCESS OF" SPRING CLEANING"..
THERE ARE LOTS OF THINGS I'LL BE GIVING TO A PLACE ABOUT TO BE OPENED RIGHT UP THE STREET FROM ME.THIS BUILDING WAS A SCHOOL AT ONE TIME AND HAS SAT EMPTY FOR ABOUT 4-5 YEARS..AND NOW WILL GIVE A SINCE OF HOME TO QUITE A FEW PEOPLE AND IT WILL BE WITHIN WALKING DISTANCE FOR ME AND MY TEENAGE DAUGHTER WHO I AM HOME SCHOOLING.WE WILL TAKE SOME PART IN THIS FOR MORE THAN ONE REASON,AND ONE OF THEM BEING TO TEACH MY DAUGHTER "GOOD CITIZENSHIP"
THERE IS A SMALL LOCAL STORE ON THE CORNER WHERE WE DO LOTS OF SHOPPING AND I SPOKE TO SOMEONE THERE WHO SAID SHE IS MOVING BEACAUSE SHE DOESN'T LIKE THE IDEA OF THIS SCHOOL BEING OPENED FOR THESE PEOPLE..."WHAT IF IT WAS HER????????? !!!!!!!
THAT MAKES ME SO ANGRY INSIDE,BUT MAYBE SHE;S JUST SCARED,I DON'T KNOW BUT WHEN WE JUDGE,REMEBER,WE WILL "BE" JUDGED!
AT FIRST,I MUST ADMIT THAT MY FEELINGS WERE MORE NEGATIVE THAN POSITIVE BUT I HAD TO GET A GRIP ON REALITY AND REMEBER "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"
"WHATEVER WILL BE,WILL BE" HOW WE HANDLE IT IS WHAT "GOD" IS LOOKING AT AS TO WHICH STEP "HE" WILL TAKE NEXT.I'M NOT MUCH GOOD AT QUOTING SCRIPTURE BUT I HAVE READ IN THE BIBLE WHERE "GOD GRANTED 15 EXTRA YEARS TO A MAN WHO WAS ON HIS DEATH BED.THIS IS A GREAT STORY(IN THE OLD TESTAMENT).PLEASE READ IT IF YOU CAN FIND IT.THE POINT I'M TRYING TO MAKE HERE IS..."GOD" CAN AND WILL CHANGE HIS MIND SOMETIMES.

LET'S ALL PLEASE CONSIDER COMING TOGETHER INSTEAD OF FALLING APART!!!
"LOVE" (CHARITY) IS THE GREATEST GIFT GOD HAS EVER GIVEN AND HE WANTS US TO SHARE IT.PLEASE HEED TO THIS MESSAGE....HE IS WATCHING US.................
UNTIL NEXT TIME,GOD BE WITH US ALL...REMEMBER,LOOK UP,LOOK AROUND,AND OPEN YOUR HEARTS........  

MISSING PERSONS:
1-(800) WEFIND
1-(866) GET-INFO
(225)925-6626
(337)234-7371
(225)925-7402
(877)LOVED-1S(877-568-3317)RED CROSS MOVEMENT FAMILY LINKS REGISTRY.

THE-LOST(800-843-5678 ) NATIONAL CENTER FOR MISSING CHILDREN
NATIONAL MISSING PERSONS REGISTRY,FINDING LOVED ONES,LISTING OF MISSING PERSONS HOTLINES AND SITES.

NATIONAL RESPONSE CENTER 1-800-424-8802,1-202-267-2675..NATIONAL RESPONSE CENTER SHOULD ONLY BE CONTACTED TO REPORT OIL AND CHEMICAL SPILLS.

UNITED HEALTHCARE CRISIS HOTLINE 1-866-615-8700  OPEN 24/7 FOR AS LONG A NECESSARY WITH COUNSELORS STANDING BY FOR ANYONE NEEDING AND EAR OR GUIDANCE THROUGH THIS TERRIBLE TIME OF SORROW.

LOUISIANA:
STATE POLICE ROAD CLOSURE HOTLINE 1-800-469-4828
DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION 1-877-453-2721
EVACUEES IN NEED OF DIALYSIS 225-387-1333
GENERAL VOLUNTEERS CALL 211 FOR ANYONE WANTING TO VOLUNTEER,FROM CELL PHONES DIAL *211 ,OUT OF STATE 1-800-749-COPE
MEDICAL VOLUNTEERS-OPH(OFFICE OF PUBLIC HEALTH) 225-763-5763 OR 225-763-5762

PART 3
SEPTEMBER 13,2005
BEFORE I ADD THE NEXT PART OF THIS TOPIC,I WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR THAT I HAD TO REALLY THINK ABOUT IT FOR A WHILE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SEEM CONTRADICTORY...I FEEL ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN THIS PART OF MY POST IS TO USE IT IN A "POSITIVE MANNER"

                                                          "BATTLE OVER NEW ORLEANS"
THIS INFO WAS PASSED TO ME,I AM PASSING IT TO YOU...
When I lived in Shreveport, I learned early own that when one was put on the “Levy Board” it meant that “he” (always a man) was well known in the Democrat party. It was almost always a life appointment for favors performed! Each levy had its own board and no two levy boards worked together. I am sure that, should the truth be known, any plan of action that was in place would not have worked because of this separation. 37 years ago I recall the need to improve the levies. Taxes would be raised for these needs but little upgrading was ever done. It was just a way to get more money for the favored “board” members. These members had many favors returned for personal profit and no income. I remember one member getting over one million dollars of improvements to his land for flood control. The truth was that 2000 acres was cleared and drained for his cattle operation. The property was in a flood zone and would always flood and still does so today under heavy rain. This man was a friend and would tell me some of the things where tax money was raised for a given purpose and yet be spent on entirely a different project most always to the benefit of the “chosen few”! I believe that as things unfold (if it really happens) we will discover how this one example will become the standard of corruption in many other ways. LA is a corrupt state from its very core and has always been so. I wish that I could relate all of the corruption that I was aware of just in the Shreveport area, but I moved over 25 years ago to protect my family and myself. This is really all that I wish to relate. Some of you know the “rest of the story” and if you really wish to know, I would be willing to share this life experience as “one on one” bases.



I do hope that “truth” will prevail from that terrible event! What you read below is as true as it gets! I hope that you can use this in a positive manner.



Dick

Subject: Battle Over New Orleans On Friday night, August 26, 2005 before the Hurricane hit, Max Mayfield of the National Hurricane Center took the unprecedented action of calling Mayor Nagin of New Orleans and Louisiana Governor Blanco personally to plead with them to begin MANDATORY evacuation of New Orleans and they said they'd take it under consideration. This was after the NOAA buoy 240 miles south had recorded 68' waves before it was destroyed. President Bush spent Friday afternoon and evening in meetings with his advisors and administrators drafting all of the paperwork required for a state to request federal assistance (and not be in violation of the Posse Comitatus Act or having to enact the Insurgency Act). Just before midnight Friday evening the President called Governor Blanco and pleaded with her to sign the request papers so the federal government and the military could legally begin mobilization and call up. He was told that they didn't think it necessary for the federal government to be involved yet. After the President's final call to the governor she held meetings with her staff to discuss the political ramifications of bringing federal forces. It was decided that if they allowed federal assistance it would make it look as if they had failed so it was agreed upon that the feds would not be invited in. Saturday, August 27, before the Hurricane hit, the President again called Blanco and Nagin requesting they please sign the papers requesting federal assistance, that they declare the state an emergency area, and begin mandatory evacuation. After a personal plea from the President, Mayor Nagin agreed to order an evacuation, but it would not be a full mandatory evacuation, and the governor still refused to sign the papers requesting and authorizing federal action. In frustration the President declared the area a national disaster area before the state of Louisiana did so he could legally begin some advanced preparations. Rumor has it that the President's legal advisers were looking into the ramifications of using the insurgency act to bypass the Constitutional requirement that a state request federal aid before the federal government can move into state with troops - but that had not been done since 1906 and the Constitutionality of it was called into question to use before the disaster. Throw in that over half the federal aid of the past decade to New Orleans for levee construction, maintenance, and repair was diverted to fund a marina and support the gambling ships. Toss in the investigation that will look into why the emergency preparedness plan submitted to the federal government for funding and published on the city's website was never implemented and in fact may have been bogus for the purpose of gaining additional federal funding. As we now learn that the organizations identified in the plan were never contacted or coordinating into any planning, though the document implies that they were. The suffering people of New Orleans need to be asking some hard questions as do we all, but they better start with why Governor Blanco refused to even sign the multi-state mutual aid pack activation documents until Wednesday, August 31, which further delayed the legal deployment of National Guard from adjoining states. Or maybe ask why Mayor Nagin keeps harping that the President should have commandeered 500 Greyhound busses to help him when according to his own emergency plan and documents he claimed to have over 500 busses at his disposal to use between the local school busses and the city transportation busses - but he never raised a finger to prepare them or activate them. This is a sad time for all of us to see that a major city has all but been destroyed and thousands of people have died with hundreds of thousands more suffering, but it's certainly not a time for people to be pointing fingers and trying to find a bigger dog to blame for local corruption and incompetence. Pray to God for the survivors that they can start their lives anew as fast as possible and we learn from all the mistakes to avoid them in the future. Thom Ridnour, Senior Vice President, Trizec Properties, Inc., 1201 Elm St., Suite 3838, Dallas, TX 75270 thom.ridnour@trz.com, Phone Numbers: 214-571-6260 (Direct), 214-571-6277 (Fax), 972-523-2120 (Cell)

HURRCANE KATRINA,THE WORST TO EVER HIT THE U.S.! THERE IS MUCH SUFFERING ESPECIALLY NOW FOR THE VICTIMS LEFT BEHIND IN ALL AREAS THAT WERE HIT.FINALLY THERE IS A LITTLE RELIEF! IT'S ABOUT TIME!!! PLEASE REMEMBER THEM ALL IN YOUR PRAYERS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
PLEASE GIVE TO THE VICTIMS!!!! I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ADD...WE HAVE MANY DISASTERS WITH MUCH NEEDED HELP AND PRAYERS AS WELL: ALL MILITARY(WORLD WIDE SACRIFICING THEIR LIVES FOR US WHO HAVE THE PRIVELIDGE TO BE WITH OUR FAMILIES AND WORK ON OUR WEBSITES AND JOURNALS. IRELAND:TERRIBLE STORMS CAUSING MUCH TURMOIL FOR MANY. CALIFORNIA:MUDSLIDES...DEATHS,LOSS OF HOMES,ETC. UTAH:EARTH WASHED AWAY CAUSING DEATHS AND LOSS OF HOMES,ETC. OTHER DISASTERS HAPPENEING ACROSS THE CENTRAL U.S. AS I TYPE. AND LET'S PLEASE NOT FORGET THE FLORIDA DISASTERS THIS PAST SUMMER WHICH STILL LEAVES MANY HOMELESS AND GRIEVING FOR LOST LOVED ONES. MAY God be with them all! and may God have mercy on all of us!    

charlene gribble/enuff abuse outreach

HOW MANY TYPES OF ABUSE CAN YOU NAME?

if you can't post them here,please go to the main page of my journal or to my forum on my website at   http://enuffabuse.bravehost.com 

hope you have fun with this cause i know there may be an endless number of types.

if you need immediate help call or click the following
         national domestic violence hotline
     www.ndvh.org 1-800-799-safe(7233)
                          1-800-787-3224(tty)
    texas council on family violence www.tcfv.org
        break the silence www.makethecall.org
                                  www.llamaahora.org

 

charlene gribble/enuff abuse outreach

OKAY PEOPLE,I'M READY TO START THIS .I WILL BEGIN WITH ....."METH".....

DO YOU KNOW WE ARE "THE METH NATION?"....
WELL,WE ARE!!!!!! AND THIS DRUG IS NOT A MONKEY,IT IS "THE DRAGON!!!!"
WHAT I "DO" KNOW ABOUT IT IS THIS....IT (SPEED) ACCELERATES THE BRAIN AND AGES TO THE POINT OF MATURITY WE ARE NOT EVEN READY FOR....DUH!!!!!
HOW DO I KNOW THIS??????......
THIS DRUG IS DEADLY..I HAVE WATCHED IT'S DESTRUCTION,LTTLE BY LITTLE.
IT IS AN AMAZING DRUG...YOU FEEL LIKE YOU CAN DO "ANYTHING",   "NOTHING IS OUT OF YOUR REACH"   IT SEEMS    "SOOOOOOOO" MAGICAL!!!!!!    
AT FIRST,IT'S NO BIG DEAL,NO PROB,"I'LL MAINTAIN AND GET ALOT DONE AND I WON'T LET IT GET OUT OF HAND" (IS PROBABLY WHAT EVERYONE THINKS TO BEGIN WITH)
WELL,FOR SOME THAT MAY BE TRUE,BUT !!!!!! FOR OTHERS IT IS A NIGHTMARE BECAUSE SOME BELIEVE THIS..."I AM STRONG AND NOTHING AND NO-ONE CAN BEAT ME"....WELL....BE WARE OF ANGELS UNAWARES.
IT IS A GREAT BURDEN TO ME CAUSE IT HAS CAUSED LOTS OF PAIN IN MY LIFE...BUT I KNOW ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY AND BELIEVE THAT THOSE I LOVE WILL COME AROUND.
THIS DEMON (ALONG WITH A FEW OTHERS ADDICTIVE DRUGS ) IS SO SMAL IT IS HUGE.
THE FBI,DEA,NARCOTICS AGENTS,LOCAL POLICE DEPARTMENRS NATIONWIDE,      "METH BUSTERS"   HAVE FINALLY JOINED TOGETHER TO TRY AND GET THIS UNDER CONTROL...THANK GOD!!!!!   AFTERALL,IF THEY  (we) DON'T,WHAT IS GOING TO COME OF  "OUR NATION?"  HOW WILL OUR CHILDREN,ETC. FIGHT OUR BATTLES IF THEY ARE ALL ON DRUGS?   I FEAR THEY WILL KILL EACHOTHER THINKING THEY ARE KILLING THE ENEMY!!!!
I HOPE ALL WHOSE READ THIS HAVE INSIGHT AND CAN READ BETWEEN THE LINES FOR IT IS A VERY TOUGH SUBJECT FOR ME...JOIN WITH ME IN PRAYER FOR GOD TO KILL THIS DEMON AND ALL OTHERS LIKE IT SO "WE THE PEOPLE" CAN AND WILL STAND AS "ONE NATION UNDER GOD ,INDEVISIBLE WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL"

hello everyone,

it's been a long time since i've posted...haven't been on much due to some very difficult times my family and i are up against,however viewing my posts and surfing and reading,listening to the news (the terrible things that are happening all over OUR WORLD...MANY DISASTERS!)etc. i guess i can safely say...for me,it could be alot worse!
i would like to ask all of you who visit here to please find a place for us in your prayers to gain strength and grace through God to get through what is before us...thank you

my only son is incarcerated since Mother's day 2005 and things were pretty tough before he was picked up...i am devistated sometimes and thankful sometimes.
it really gets to me when i sit and think of what it must be like to be locked up and controlled!
however,there are many meanings in my opinion to the term "locked up".....
i am thankful because i know he is alive and well (to the best of my knowledge)..i swore i would not visit him in there but,i couldn't help it,one day i just went and then twice after that and yesterday he was transferred to another county where we will find out in time what he is facing as far as time.
he is so talented(all my children and grandchildren are) and so easy to make friends..
he's a good person and though he has made some wrong decisions,i'm still proud he's a child of mine.
their dad (my husband) died 7 years ago in may and we have all had a terrible time of it over the years,howerver,my son seems to be having the hardest time of it.  he is now facing it all (really no other choice) i just hope he comes through it all ok.he has three loving boys waiting out here with the rest of us.  thanks for reading. i will try to focus more on my site again.please pray for me in that too.i still want my dreams to come true.and your's too.

   quick access: national domestic violence hotline www.ndvh.org 
                                                                               1-800-799-safe(7233)
                                                                               1-800-787-3244(tty)
                          texas council on family violence  www.tcfv.org
                          break the silence  www.makethecall / www.llamaahora.org 

 

this is in addition to my website..i hope to get lots of feedback here and hope it helps someone...you can talk about any kind of abuse(there are hundreds of different kinds)...you can also add poetry.inspirational phrases,etc.you can add negative feedback as well..this is a place where you can let it all out.(within reason and with respect to all please)there are links on my site that may help some.i love music and love to play music and sing,so feel free to talk about that too.please keep in mind if you add original stuff here(poems,songs,etc.)you should have a copyright and you can get it free at poetry.com...there are also fun things to do there too and a chance to win lots of different contests everyday and every month.back to my site.i hope you will explore it completley and post messages and add you comments in all areas as well as free ads and links.it is still under construction so visit often for changes and thanks to all who care enough to take part.i am exploring other journals and posting as i go and i am enjoying it very much.that's the best part.God Bless and have a great day!

charlene gribble/enuff abuse outreach

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HI EVERYONE! JUST GOT BACK FROM NEWMEXICO AND LET ME TELL YOU,I HAD A WONDERFUL TIME.I AM POSTING SOME OF MY FAV PICS THAT WE TOOK.WE  WERE ALWAYS CHASING THE SUNSETS SO WE NAMED OURSELVES "the sunset chasers" AND WE FOUND THE HIGHEST HILL WE COULD WITHOUT A NAME AND WE NAMED IT "sunset hill".......WELL ANYWAY,HERE THEY ARE,AND THERE'S MOR BUT I HAVE OTHER PLANS FOR THEM WHICH I WILL SHARE SOON........
ALSO,THANKS SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO VISITED WHILE I WAS OUT AND PLEASE COME BACK. 

                 imprisonment

         what it must be like
         alot like abuse i'll bet
         my vision of imprisonment
         can they hear the rainfall?
         or see the flowers bloom?
         or the autumn leaves
         as they fall to their doom?
         when they did their deed
         i wonder what they meant
         my vision is telling me
         it's a form of imprisonment
         can they hear a baby cry?
         see a child's innocent smile?
         guess there's room for improvement
         another form of imprisonment
         like in the house of new orleans
         bound by that ball and chain
         how bout the dragon on their back?
         imprisonment all over again..
                 charlene gribble

 

              hmmm
      Master of infinity
      real Lord of the rings
      how's it gonna be someday
      when we hear the Angels sing?
      His Almighty power consumes me
      when i get like this
      i wonder what it must be like
      to live in Eternal Bliss
      consumption so overwhelming
      i don't know what to do
      how's it gonna all end up?
      what's it gonna be for you?
               hmmm
           charlene gribble

             my visions
      sometimes getting inside someone
      is a tough place to be
      then there's the power of....
      mental....telepathy
      i send a message out
      from within my being
      and i just know somehow
      my vision...is seen
      something just comes over me
      don't know how to explain
      sometimes there's joy
      and sometimes there's pain
      like a cup filled too full
      then it overflows
      something like a swimming  pool
      a puddle of inspiration
      a real type of school
      and this i gotta tell ya
       it feels so strange
       to write uncontrollably
       like a horse without reigns.
               charlene gribble

               mind,heart and soul
        i cannot stand much more of this
        but i am so excited
        my heart is really racing now
        like dynomite,ignited
        i need to rest my brain a bit
        or else it might explode
        like a volcano errupting
        can clear an entire road
        please help me i'm falling
        into a trance
        maybe i want out and matbe not
        but the flames are so high
        and the fire so hot
        i am gifted,some call it cursed
        yet,i won't give up
        cause for this i thirst
        to write and sing God's Word
        and pray someday i'll put Him first.
                charlene gribble

              entrapment
     never knew what a comet meant
     is it love or entrapment?
     maybe so and maybe not
     will we know aside from thought?
     my one and only son is there
     entrapment fills his soul
     but had it not been for this
     would he live to know?
     sometimes the motto i choose is
   "  a reason for everything"
     will it help or hurt him?
     will he ever again sing?
     the feeling of entrapment
     is a very hurtful thing
     but we must go down that path
     for Wisdom it does bring
     however,Grace must be there too
     or how on God's green earth
     will we ever find it possible
     to understand the truth
     tha pain that i carry
     seems almost unbareable
     but on the other hand
     is another side of the table
             charlene gribble

           the power of love
     these few words given by someone i dearly love
     have stayed with me since and helped me look above
     "love takes you to the edge of things and pushes you to try
     that's how you find your own true wings and then atlast you fly"
     God blessed me with this man who's been there for us
     and it sounds so sweet when he says the name of Jesus
     who is the true blessing,the gift of life and love
     who has the power that helps us all to rise above....
            charlene gribble

           if you love me,let me go
     if you love me,let me go
     so i can live my life of joy
     eternal happiness awaits you too
     life everlasting,always brand new
     we'll be together again someday
     then i'll never again go away
     so keep your eyes on Jesus
     striving to see His face...
     and soon the trumpets will blow
     if you love me,let me go....
     Jesus died on The Cross,so we must die too
     only to receive a better life,that He gave me and you
     silence is golden so The Cross is golden too
     for Jesus made not a sound
     when He died for me and you
      only to rise again....with The Promise of Eternal life!!!!!
            charlene gribble

            win or lose
      welcome to the real world,this is called reality
      you want me to follow you,but don't ya know you gotta lead?
      come on now and lead the way
      and then maybe i will stay
      ya say ya will,but then ya don't
      ya say ya do,but then ya don't
      ya wind up with what ya choose
      this is how ya win or lose!........yeh!
             charlene gribble

            where is he?
      where is my baby?where can he be?
      can't stand this lonliness,it just won't let me be
      i got the blues and i got em bad
      funny how i knew nit what i had
      til he was gone,now i can see
      that despite everything,he really loved me.
            charlene gribble

            water and bread
       give me some paper,and i'll get a pen
       gotta write it all down now,while it's still in my head
       i've been lookin for answers,since my life began
       now i'm startin all over,help me my freind
       when i'm thisrty,you're my water
       when i'm hungry,you are my bread
       when i'm weary,you're my strength
       when i'm lonely,you are my freind
        i know that you're with me wherever i go
       and i know that you'll keep me,cause you've got my soul
       when i'm thirsty,you're my water
       when i'm hungry,you are my bread
       stay my water,stay my bread
       it was you on The cross who's blood was shed
       stay my water,stay my bread
       cause i know that without you
       i would be dead,dead,dead...
       stay my water......stay my bread....
              charlene gribble

             waste my life away
       at my creation,i was something
       what is that somethin Lord,that you want me to be?
       am i something or someone?oh God! i don't understand
       but this somethin or someone,now is willin to stand
       i look and i listen Lord,see life passin me by
       i cannot seem to comprehend,what it's all about
       i wanta get somewhere in this life,i want to be somethin
       i wanta do some kind of good deed,i want to help someone
       i don't wanta waste my life away
       i don't wanta let it pass me by.....
       i don't wanta not know who i am
       i just wanta know,how and why...
               waste my life away
               waste my life away...
               waste my life away
       i don't wanta waste my life away....
                charlene gribbel

                  who say's?
        however selfish it may seem
        we must go on with our lives
        else die of a dreaded disease
        called greif............
        and it will eat us alive.
        so who's to say
        we cannot be happy?
        while riding life's ups and downs?
        sometimes in the air,sometimes on the ground
        who say's we can't go forward
        and leave the past behind?
        we'll always have fond memeories
        and gain the higher ground
         if we don't forget to look up
         and stand firm on what we know
        what have we got to lose,but more wasted time?
        and heartaches by the number,nothing good 
        to leave behind?
                   charlene gribble

                  today
        you're the kind who likes lookin back
        that's how you realize,just what you had
        when yesterday's gone and tomorrow can't be found
        you'll wish you could.......turn it all back around
        for today is all we have right now,but you let it pass,then wonder how
        tomorrow's suddenly in your face!
        and yesterday's back in it's place!
        why not count your blessings,one by one?
        instead of having regrets,after they're gone
        one day at a time is how it should be
        cause tomorrow could be too late for "me"
        i should have all of you,after all these years
        but,today's too soon and yesterday's gone
        and of course i know,tomorrow hasn't come
        you'll wish you'd listened to your heart someday
        when all is done and i've walked away
        it's gonna be too late,i wish you'd see
        "today" is the day for you and me.
                   charlene gribble

                 the rainbow
        don't go for the end of the rainbow,let it come to you
        for at the end is only heartache,and you'll only end up blue
        stand for what you believe in,you're the only one who can
        remember,dreams are in your heart,and you can make them happen
        they're not in the clouds in the sky,inside of you is where they lye
        the rainbow is just a symbol,that shows the storm will end
        keep your head together,and hold it up high
        follow only the colors you see,they're only there as a guide.
                  charlene gribble

               the promise
        on the grass beneath the trees,pretty flowers surrounding me
        names.dates everywhere,scriptures to remind me
        of His name.
        different sizes & characters of all ages,their destinies beyond my knowledge
        visitors come from all around with hope in their hearts
         of meeting someday the loved ones they lost,to join in the clouds
        a song in my heart,a prayer on my tongue
         saying give me strength Dear Lord,to hold on until that day
         when i'll see my Saviour's face,and be with Him forever more
        always to,to join in praise with joy & laughter all around me
        to feast forever in eternity on the Love my Saviour gave me in His Promise of
         life everlasting!!!!!
                charlene gribble

        
    

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